Monday 28 June 2010

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HONEST SECTION

Honestly, what color is your underwear? comfy diesel yellow ones
Honestly, whats on your mind? whys the connection so slooooow
Honestly, what are you doing right now? trying to take a picture of myself
Honestly, who are your best friends? samantha
Honestly, are you competitive? very very very
Honestly, have you done something bad today? nah i never do bad things
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?i dont understand the daish version
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? my first host mother
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? yes
Honestly, is there someone you will always love? yes yes yes
Honestly, do you bite your nails? ew gross no
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? sure am

CAN SECTION

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? what even is that
Can you touch your toes? yeah i can can you?
Can you whistle? still can; just had a go then
Can you wiggle your ears? uh nah
Can you wiggle your nose? i think im doing it
Can you roll your tongue? inwards yeah
Can you make a clover with your tongue? no way

ANGER SECTION

What do you do when you’re mad? take it out on other people become restless and start complaining
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? i have no idea you tell me
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? probably but caring
Do you swear when you’re mad? occassionally a swear word could slip out

TEAR SECTION


Ever really cried your heart out? its still here but i have cried alot
Ever cried yourself to sleep? for sure
Ever cried over the opposite sex? sadly yes;males cause dramas
Do you cry when you get an injury? depends how much of an injury i dont want to seem like a wimp
Do certain movies make you cry? yeah yeah yeah yeah ps i love you gets me every time

HAPPY SECTION

Are you usually a happy person?i would like to think so
Who makes you the happiest? Friends Family Boyfriend
Does being with your friends make you happy? read the above question, geez
Do you believe in yourself? no way
Do you wish you were happier? sometimes
Can music make you happy? yes i spose


LOVE SECTION


How many times have you had your heart broken? umm.
Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ‘I love you'? yes

HATE SECTION


Do you actually hate anyone? not hate just strong dislike very very very strong
Ever made a hit list? nah
Have you ever been on a hit list? Probs
Are you a mean bully? i dont know, am i?

PHYSICAL SECTION

What is your current hair color? Dark Dark Dark Brown; it is NOT black
Current piercings: Ears.
Have any tattoos: NO
Straight hair or curly? Curly
What shirt are you wearing? black organic singlet; im saving the world a step at a time
Shoes? none
Necklace? i dont wear them

LASTS SECTION


Person you talked to in person?
host dad
Person you talked to online? ben
Person you talked to on the phone: host mum
Person you hugged: Laura
Last person you hung out with? charlie and steph
Last thing someone text you? yo wiking wanna come and party with us on wednesday after work

Thursday 24 June 2010

right here it is
i am in a very over tired mood
a whole day of shopping and eating crappy foods does that
seriously.

i wanted to burn shit last night cos it was sankt hans dag where you burn a witch on a bonfire people did that i saw it i was at a place where they did it but i wanted to burn one myself

i will count how many pairs of underwear i brought today im really stoked to be honest; brb- okay im back total of ten and they are nice so i am glad

i got my leather high waisted skirt and my denim one and my new summer shoes as i lost one shoe from about 4 pairs of shoes;tragic seriously so theres like one of my shoes in alot of countries round europe at the moment

also in paris some one is wearing my red scarf and curling there eye lashes with my eye lash curlers and washing there hair with my shampoo i left in amsterdam

please everyone give my stuff back; also the other day charlie stuck a fake eyelash basically to my eyeball

got some new shirts to; for summer i need a new leather jacket though either browny colour or like a grey colour a maxi dress would be nice to

todays my five month aniversary living in europe; no comment

hmph;work tomorrow shit
night

Tuesday 22 June 2010

what i dislike

i dislike a lot of things
being fat is high up there at the moment
broccoli and cauliflower
people with disgusting clip in hair extensions
orange make up
rainy days; that includes winter
confrontations
nasty girls
drama
chicken crisps
pigeons

thats all i can think of right now.
good day.

Monday 21 June 2010

i want a new start
to start things over again
how many chances do people get
seriously

coming to denamrk was a new start
yet i want another one

selfish and not ever happy with what i have
describes me exactly

<3

Saturday 19 June 2010

rocios eightenth party
what a good night
took the bus for the first time
and maybe the only time

im not really a public transport type girl
someone got angry with me today via facebook; upsetting

anyways rocios was great
so many funny stories to reminise about
felt incomplete had a few naps
went and got macca's with charlie

her and i want to throw up

Thursday 17 June 2010

AMAZING DAY x

i have had the most hyggeligt night ever;
with charlie and alberto

actually today was just super nice
i picked charlie up at lunch time
made her go shopping with me poor girl
got some sweet little items

we walked past vivaldi thena mexican voice popped up and said
STACEY!
and guess who it was;- dont actuallyu guess it wil take you far to long
and chances are you dont know him
it was Alberto and Adrielle

AHHHHHHH; it was so nice to see them
we had nacho supreme with them
then we went shoe shopping
then home for a good ole facebook stalk; feed: and diy

then off to vivaldi again for coffe with alberto
by this time it was eight pm
twas so nice
had me a smoothie, and a good gossip session

went to the pub; watched mexico win
got a kebab
sorry about my messy eating it was so so hard to eat

said farvel when we got kicked out of the kebab shop
and walked home

super super super day to see my friends

LOVE THEM ALL SO SO MUCH

what do i wear

my neck is cramping; ah pain
so i will be heading to the station soon
i went for a run
the cleaner was here and in the bathroom
so i had to wait for ages to have a shower
yuck;filthy

feed the rabbit some grass
individual pieces only

necks cramping again.
i have to make an effort with my apperance today
since im heading to the station
ugh
what to wear- i have no idea

thats my dilema for the day
what do i wear

Wednesday 16 June 2010

ben fleming

ben fleming
in the time you have ditched me; yes thats right you have ditched me
rudly to not even a goodbye
i have managed to eat a belgium chocolate
and choke on my water

not to self dont drink lying down

but there you have it my whinge to you about ditching
dont leave without goodby its not nice
its upsetting
and i take things like that to heart

ps come to denmark to see me before you leave yes?

i am a fattie

i will never dye my hair unless it goes grey
even though i desperatley want to go blondish
i never will
well i could change my mind but atm nope never.

also im contemplating going short hair again, but i need to be skinnier again to pull that look off; also i cant have a full fringe any more it makes my face look podgy

so my main focus at the moment is
LOSE WEIGHT

i know everyones probably sick of hearing about this from me; but you to would be angry if you had put on 15kgs and im serious it was like it appeared over night
so now its 2 runs a day sit ups and a shit load of water

seriously i have to lose atleast 2 kgs by the end of this month or i will just remain obese.

i am to scared to weigh myself.
screw you denmark for making me fat

that is all

love from stace

Tuesday 15 June 2010

what i would like to know is why do things happen for a reason and when do the reasons for things that occur become visible

SERIOUSLY

i am literally over trying to figure all this out;- why why why why why.

also all actions have consequences right; maybe this is the consequence
my brain exploding from over thinking all the things that happened
i cant regret it; i dont regret things i learn from them yeah but not regret
whats a life living in regret.

any way back to the point of this pointless blog
when will the reason become clear, is this one of those things i have to be patient about, because im not a patient person

seriously im not so if i have to wait for 1 more day till i can figure this out then im just going to forget about it deal?!

no regrets;living life and trying to figure things out
thats the story of my life right now
so please just tell me why it happened and the reason behind it
whilst im writing this i think i know i think
things are making more sense
and i dont like it
i wish i hadnt written this; sometimes things are better left unsaid and un figured out

Monday 14 June 2010

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahblah

its real hot
i fell asleep at lunch time and just woke up again
i may write some letters home
the next door neighbour ruined my welcome home present

he facebooked me to tell me there was a pool in my paddock it as getting put in in 24 hours so if he hadnt seen it then my present would have been safe until i got home
but nope hahaha snapped they didnt think i would find out

everyone was sworn to secrecy but the neighbour found out- what are the chances of him talking to me

dental appointment tomorrow im nervous it will be in danish

ben fleming come to denmark before you leave yes?

love stace

ben fleming here is your little dedication

homesickness is really weird

its hit me right now again; i think it happens when i think about things to much

this home sickness is different though, everyones leaving denmark all my new friends my oldies they are going home and leaving us to be oldies, i dont want them to leave but i know they are probably excited to leave like i am.

and im not excited to leave in a bad way i just would really like to see familiar things like my house family friends.

i think about them everyday; every single day and it annoys me when people say you need to forget about them and live your life here. i am obviously doing that, duh but they are a part of my life whereever i go so i will continue to talk to them etc regardless

gr im going to go now and be angry and homesick, in the forest with some fresh air

love and miss you all
ps has my accent changed
stace

Sunday 13 June 2010

take me back to the goodtimes

take me back to the memories of euro tour 2010
bus three; i can say now was the best time of my life

the people the places the experiences the stories the memories the laughter the tears
words can not explain euro tour
it was everything they said i would be and more
of course no bodies eurotour is going to be the same
the way i percieved euro tour and my experiences are going to be different to everybody elses

i had goodtimes and i had badtimes but thats what made it so brilliant you can not expect to put 73 of us on a double decker bus and to get along 24/7 thats not going to happen

i had my moments seriously believe it or not i did
i was probably the worst i can get a temper when i dont sleep for 24 hours and dont get good food, i apoligise now for going nuts about the noise on the bus the guitars being played people touching me while im asleep i can laugh about it now but at the time it was serious

the tour has impacted me seriously in a way i could never dream of,the countires have left the biggest impressions on me in different ways prague terrified me, germany dissapointed me, paris lived up to my expectations and italy exceeded them

this whole thing opened my eyes up to the world the people and new experiences, now is all over im left feeling slightly empty i miss everyone that helped make the trip

i miss the new friendships i made, i hope the continue forever i hope they last.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but we often look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.- helen keller


europe tour and everyone on bus three has helped make me and the best experince thus far in my life

love you all forever
stace

Wednesday 9 June 2010

so im in paris
last night i went up the effiel tower it was amazing yet depressing because of all the couples up there
i was considering throwing them all off the side of the tower

tonight i will eat snail and frogs legs
im also kinda angry cos today in paris it was free time day and im just sitting here in the hostel cos i have no one to hang out with cos everyone wakes up so goddamn early

not much longer of euro tour left, weird to think i will not be hanging out with 70 other people everyday soon

elsker dig
stacey