Monday 16 August 2010

mosquitos in my room
and im sleeping naked
lets see what tomorrow will bring
im in a bad spot at the moment
im sorry i have not written recently
i dont know where i am
i feel like im slipping back into square one
all my hard work
i feel as though no one gets me
i cant explain it to them
im up and down im all over the show
i think i know why
and i hate it;i hate the way it makes me feel
i hate everything about it
i hate what its doing to me
its making me slip away
is hard to find myself; in a way i want to be like this because its easier
its easier to deal with
then my problem at hand
i hate it; i gave it a go its got to me
now i want to quit

Monday 9 August 2010

yeah im being slack on this
i have discovered my tumblr site
and its been keeping me pre occupied
terrible i know

right we partied to hard on saurday night i think
well i was fine
my friend not so much;poor girl got us kicked out of the bar because she threw up
so i had to sober up pretty fast
i carried her to the station feeding her
two bottles of water on the way
and mcdonalds
she cont. to vomit though

i thought i was responsible usually im not
so i looked after her
took her in a taxi home

got myself home eventually
minus alot of money and phone
good night

unfortunatley im now limiting my choices of alcoholic bevearges i can drink
jager is out
vodka is out
beer is out
and anything with mint is out
so with little selection my nights out should be sober

also the weight loss issue still battles on
4kgs will be gone by the end of this month
you can be sure of that

well all school starts again wednesday dreading that
dreading that big time

follow me on tumblr please heres the link
dont procrastinate
http://staceyaroha.tumblr.com/

love stace

Friday 6 August 2010

i feel theres something about me you should all know

when i get nervous or anxious my teeth hurt
and they have been hurting for one whole day now
so why am i nervous and anxious
i cant figure it out