6 months

its been requested i update my blog
in twelve minutes i will have 6 months of exchange left
happiness yes
other emotions idk
its a weird feeling
has time gone fast, again i dont know
have i enjoyed this half year so far
hell yeah
i have had expreiences none of you out there will ever have
do i look forward to going home
yes
but that does not mean i do not like it here
i simply means i look forward to going home
so dont read that and get the wrong idea

so a lot can happen in 6 months right
yea it really can

the future

the future is really scary
i have to decide basically by the end of the week
what courses to take at university when i go home
IF
that is by the end of the week that i actually decide i want to go
i dont want to choose what i have to do for the rest of my life now
its way hard

ugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh

ha

laughing to myself about how self absorbed some people are
really
do you think you are that great
seriously
get off your High horse
i am not the only person who see's you for
who you really are
oh and by the way;- GROW UP
its about time don't you think

having a talk about change and life
making me realise some things
one year really can change a person
six months has already

final goodbye

the hardest thing today was knowing this was the last day i was spending with him
the hardest part was letting go and walking away
but it is not goodbye forever its goodbye and see you soon
i hope

so i havent updated this in a long time
had roskilde festival;prince, gorrilaz , paramore, muse etc etc etc

anyways its getting to that time of the year where´people are already going home from exchange; and i dont know what to think anymore

i still have six months left; im not even at the six month point and they are leaving
all i can say is
its weird things are weird
im sick which is resulting in me overthinking things maybe..
nah i dont know
all i know is this whole situation at the moment for me
is weird and really sad

peace