what i would like to know is why do things happen for a reason and when do the reasons for things that occur become visible

SERIOUSLY

i am literally over trying to figure all this out;- why why why why why.

also all actions have consequences right; maybe this is the consequence
my brain exploding from over thinking all the things that happened
i cant regret it; i dont regret things i learn from them yeah but not regret
whats a life living in regret.

any way back to the point of this pointless blog
when will the reason become clear, is this one of those things i have to be patient about, because im not a patient person

seriously im not so if i have to wait for 1 more day till i can figure this out then im just going to forget about it deal?!

no regrets;living life and trying to figure things out
thats the story of my life right now
so please just tell me why it happened and the reason behind it
whilst im writing this i think i know i think
things are making more sense
and i dont like it
i wish i hadnt written this; sometimes things are better left unsaid and un figured out